so here i am on the small couch tryin to figure out why im here, i guess i fell asleep out here and ryan didnt even move me to the bed or the big couch instead he left me on the small one which has left me in alot of pain, so now my neck hurts and what not even im still wearin me normal clothes from last nite so im also in pain from that cuz by bra is an underwire.....as you can tell im not a happy camper. Oh well I'll be gone by little after 8 or so and truly im not gonna care anymore it doesnt really mean anything to me atm im just pissy bout it thats all. But yea I just felt like postin how displeased I am lol nothin else to do when its like 5:30 and what not....yea i work up little after 5 with the TV on and its on Teen Titan's now so yea but more or less cartoon network is just odd in the morning now that I'm watchin it....damn is me back sore. Well I'm gonna go be with the kitties their both out here with me hehe.
emily the strange
5:28 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
So I tried out for gamestop today and hopefully I get it but I also feel kinda bad because I don't want to go from my job at G.A.H but I think it's time I move on they know that as well that I need to take my time and leave and what not but probably won't be gone from this job till after feb. I asked them if it was ok if i also got management training cuz thats something I've wanted if i go back into retail. I'm nervous that i'll get it because i think i might of impressed them but if i didnt i didnt just means i keep the same job and what not. -sigh- damn stupid nerves hehe.
emily the strange
4:21 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
Well as of latly I have new job I'm not sure when I'll start workin atm I might be this sat, but they haven't gotten a meeting together so I havem't truly thought up an idea yet, I'd rather watch first then do to see how everyone else handles shit. Ok so my new job is workin at a burlesque house, so if for any reason you'd like to see me and don't mind seeing parts lol you can. Other wise the rest of my life has been pretty meh, went to see katie on friday after my interview, i saw her dorm met her friends, their the ones stayin with us in the hotelroom when we go to ainme detour in march (24-26) I can't wait hehe. And yes all of you know I'm doing Rikku and what not so much fun with that as of now, not much more in me life other then most of it's boring. Haku is licking himself and what not and Meeko was all roar when I saw her so yea. As of now as well I've been lookin into movin to duluth to go to umd when i finish all me credits to transfer, and as of now kyle offered me a room in their house if they buy it and what not so I'm more or less fully up for it so I can't wait for it all to work out and what not. Well take care all I'm gonna head out for lunch before I have to go to work take care all hehe.
emily the strange
12:40 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
So once again it's the morning hour and it's supposibly snowing somewhere in MN and I have no urge to go out while it snows while I work.....you know this sucks more then I normaly thought it would since I'm so used to workin in the snow and what not and here it comes and I have no urge to walk out there since I didn't work yesterday. So in the end here i just don"t understand or something about why i keep staying up till 4am if not later, I fall asleep and then i seem to wake up from pain or something and it's not stoppin so once again I'm worried and so are a few people I know but more or less im going through some of the same issues I went through before surg and more or less i just think that my body does hate me. Well if your looking for me on WOW you can find me as Chesire the server is sarg---- don't remember the rest but sometimes im on i could be on as a different char as well as not on if you come on and I'm not around. Well I'm gonna get dressed and run out and go grab somethings for rikku hehe, so take care all ttyl
emily the strange
11:14 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
um yea, so since I got home today I've been playing WOW (for those who don't know... world of warcraft) I have my druid Chesire and what not and its been awhile since I've played her so going through and learning how to use her again is kinda weird cuz I was so used to my mage skills and then to switch to this is so odd. Atm I'm trying ..ok i lost my thought in the middle of that cuz my mom started to talk to me and then i lost it and now I'm trying to remember..odd. Ohhh CSI weekends is on...i don't know why but i always seem to like to watch these murder shows cuz of my mom...odd right? Well back to wow and what not but once more it's like me trying to get away from doing homework or even going out and doing my rikku costume.....kinda sucks more or less but I went around all over and couldnt find anything that would do good for a thong or even a top but i found something light in color to rikku's but oh well right I think I might find something in MofA but I'm not sure so I'm wondering if anyone wants to take a trip down there tomorrow due to I don't work tomorrow morn and i only work in the evening and the rest of my evening will be to doing homework and what not since i have 2 chapters to read and more for my other classes...oh and i have to run out and get a few things for my class....odd how I remember things while im typing...well I'm going to go through and go back to wow and play that while my stomach keeps going on and hurting. For those who knew why I went in for surgery it now doesn't seem to be helpin so yea, I'm kinda sad about it but not gonna kill meself for it. well ttyl all hehe
emily the strange
10:56 PM
ok so i know it's like 4am and what not,but im sitting at home sighin cuz of a day gone wrong more or less. So we were gonna go to the thing today but ryan forgot to look at the age limit once again 21 so yea more or less i got ready for nothing, right after i saw it i told him which he had passed up. I changed and left and just kinda did the whole meh thing and left, he's worried i'm gonna disappear for good and if i do come back not for long. Who knows what'll happen i'm just in so many moods and ways its one of those why do i need this and questions im tryin to answer arent fittin so i might as well give up now then....right? well officaly now i havent but then again i did fall asleep when i was debating things, fell asleep till 3am and now im wide awake and probably will be for some time, until i know i gotta get up tomorrow and go through and do alot more things though....oh well right i guess im gonna go on wow or something since everyone else asleep and im not really tired anymore, i just keep wondering what life would be like alone since ive never truly been alone, which leads me to deciding to go to duluth, after all of this i wonder if i just go to school up there would it be better, away from family and everything else so i dont have to make people feel worse....im sorry to ryan and im sorry to my friends who didnt get to drink with me tonight :P u called and were so drunk i didnt want to drive to hear more of it lol. well its kinda a nite but take care all hehe.
emily the strange
4:00 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
So I'm all roar atm, besides bein tired and what not from workin this mornin before school im goin crazy in here, ryan wants me to go to his friends bday party and atm i dont wanna we were suppose to go to a things for his roommates new gf but yea i guess were not so meh whatev so i dont wanna go to his friends thing. Last nite i talked to chris which has been awhile, i found out he's gonna go to anime detour as well nad there doin 8bit so i decided since they only had 2 char everyone needs a white mage so once again damn i have so many things im doin lol, first is rikku i must get her done and fast feb is gonna come to soon and im gonna be lost...oh that reminds me i have to go to mofa tonight so if u wanna come with me call me and ill let u come i really need to get the bathing suit like top and bottom and its so hard to find a damn yellow bathing suit so here goes nothing now hehe. Well other then the day bein pretty bad life sucks like normal always seems to durin periods of me life. I'm chillin at school atm and really have to pee so I'm gonna get off this comp soon so i can pee instead of holdin it in till my bladder pops and then make fun of meself for the rest of the say for that hehe. Well yea thats mainly bout me day nothing more in it cept i keep gettin many things said to do and maybe ill get rikku done just in time since she is takin little longer then expected when u ave so much other things goin on roar. Ok i need to pee ttyl .
emily the strange
1:11 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
So during halloween i worked out at trail of terror, and this is what i looked like.....http://www.trailofterrorfest.com/alice.htm
And now I'm goin for some different I'm gonna be doin Rikku from FFX2 and I'm gonna have alot of fun making the costume...how odd for doing anime detour hehe. Also I will be doin Katze from fest and maybe workin on a dress or something for the dance at nite, who knows what ill be truly doin beides rikku if u have any ideas let me know pleasssssssseeeeeeeeeeee. oooo and here's a pic of Rikku http://www.ffcompendium.com/chara/x2-rikku-a.jpg
Hehe wish me luck all
emily the strange
12:05 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
Well for the first thing last night was a main part of things and now im doing ok but still wonder and worry at the same time. I had a few to drink, wasn't even tipsy or felt anything got into a heated "Arguement" and then from there drove home and since then haven't really been speaking to ryan, and so now I just look at it as a thing of well nothing more or less. Can't change anything that happened but watch what goes on. Well today it was icy as hell so walkin dogs was alittle bit of trouble and then i ended up almost falling. Kate did nothing really helpful like normal which lead to me doing more which made me growl in anger. So i worked from 8-12 slept like an hr or so and then went back to work at 4-6 once again it was all rush rush and all that shit, so even though i did sleep i didnt sleep well i havent had anything to eat since last nite and im goin nuts cuz everything is going wrong to me and finally i just went through techs not doin anything good either.....ooo well food just came mom went to KFC so yea well im gonna go through and eat so take care all hehe.
emily the strange
6:31 PM
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