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Sunday, January 15, 2006

ok so i know it's like 4am and what not,but im sitting at home sighin cuz of a day gone wrong more or less. So we were gonna go to the thing today but ryan forgot to look at the age limit once again 21 so yea more or less i got ready for nothing, right after i saw it i told him which he had passed up. I changed and left and just kinda did the whole meh thing and left, he's worried i'm gonna disappear for good and if i do come back not for long. Who knows what'll happen i'm just in so many moods and ways its one of those why do i need this and questions im tryin to answer arent fittin so i might as well give up now then....right? well officaly now i havent but then again i did fall asleep when i was debating things, fell asleep till 3am and now im wide awake and probably will be for some time, until i know i gotta get up tomorrow and go through and do alot more things though....oh well right i guess im gonna go on wow or something since everyone else asleep and im not really tired anymore, i just keep wondering what life would be like alone since ive never truly been alone, which leads me to deciding to go to duluth, after all of this i wonder if i just go to school up there would it be better, away from family and everything else so i dont have to make people feel worse....im sorry to ryan and im sorry to my friends who didnt get to drink with me tonight :P u called and were so drunk i didnt want to drive to hear more of it lol. well its kinda a nite but take care all hehe.

emily the strange
4:00 AM