words of wisdom for the nite: I Heart CUPCAKES!!!!!! thats all from me tonight, now im gonna go sleep for a few hrs and get up and do all me shit over AGAIN.....oh and also always sleep with me AC up on high and have the quilt up to my neck .....keep winter beddin on :P
emily the strange
1:40 AM
Monday, May 29, 2006
So meh now on everything....everytime i just want to see something and tell alittle fib then i get well i heard this from so and so....ok so i will admit what i said cuz i have nothing to hide what so ever but its ones of those things that i know your goin to get pissed off...i like to hear what people say...my friends think u left me and so forth and when i tell them no its like a big damn surprise to them....someone told someone something and they believed i had left you hun......no i have not left ryan im very happy with him and so forth.....and for everyone who reads this which is probably no one so meh i guess. Ryan I told him cuz I wanted to hear what he had to say im sorry but i got curious just like when i told him we were havin issues and he wanted me to work it out....i wanted to see what else he had in his sleeve.....but meh look at it again it blows up in me face and pisses people off...oh well i cant do anything bout it now so atm im justs gonna go back to sleep since im still tired and im just meh since it back fired....oh well i know who i love and if u dont know how much i love ya then its pointless to make meself happy for you, youve know this from day one and dont ever IM me like that, u can say who you heard it from, i knew it was gonna be mentioned from him sooner or later. So yes I am in happily little relationship which i hope never ends.......oh and for one person out there who said she read this and asked bout all his old shit...yes i got rid of the rest so i feel released and some things i said to mike the other day was to try to fig what went through his mind and also to tell him to rethink goin out with tania but i know like ryan tells me we have to do it on our own and yea....i just wanted mike happy with someone else instead of playin with the 2 girls he always has been. Thats all for now im back to bed for a few then off to work ttyl
emily the strange
9:39 AM
Monday, May 22, 2006
OMGOMGOMG ok, so this weekend was sogen con and omg we won BEST IN SHOW.....I could of had a heartatche on the damn spot. We did a skit with paine from anime detour and me and katie and her just rocked the script she wrote and all and went through and won....best in show is the top award and i can't believe it was our first skit and we won it omg omg omg. I just can't sleep im so ooooooo from me and her weekend alone out there so yea it was great and all I can't wait till animeiowa which will be such a blast and all omgomgomg. Well i need to try to sleep since i have work at 7 today tech. hehe nite
emily the strange
1:03 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
Ok so today I was suppose to only work 7-10, I ended up working 7-12 and while I was there the one of the cats I house sit for was brought in. She was attacked by the dogs and was in pretty bad shape, so I left and when I came back at 3 they told me she died and I was really shocked and didn't know what to say and I just want to cry. If you want to you can look for the photo of the cat on my DA page and so forth her name is Mooshi. Well I'll write more about today and so forth when I get a chance to so take care all ttyl.
emily the strange
6:28 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
So today it rained and it's really wet and cold and I'm really wet and cold and the party I was suppose to be goin to got can. cuz of the weather and the fact their selling their house and there's nothing there now so we can't have a party....damn. Well katie's busy and nathan and erik are thinkin of something we can do I dont know what...I'm thinkin about makin something to eat and go back to bed or something instead of just eating Kashi, well other than that not much more goin on in me life. I'm at home just wondering what I'm gonna do with what's going on and so forth....and also looking at what i need to find for the convention...I need to see where i put my info for the hotel since it's missing lol....bad idea to let it go missing....I KNOW.....well I'm gonna hope off me comp and head somewhere away from it maybe go to the mall...oh and I got new contacts...I CAN SLEEP IN THESE NOW....without havin infections :D im a happy camper now...well ttyl all buh byes
emily the strange
6:30 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
What do u do when someone says, I'd rather leave you then watch you die.....after I heard this i was kinda all meh cuz I was at work and helping people right after I got off the phone. Little later on it set in and when it set in I got pissed and now I don't know what to, I don't want to talk to him anymore or anything...Ryan I know you read this...why is all I can say. To anyone else who reads this meh is all I gotta say...I'm over worked atm and can't wait for me weekend away with katie....I'm sorry I can't go to prom with you hun, I'm kinda over worked and with me being 2.5 hrs away it'll be even harder so yea...I'm gonna let u go on your own, you don't need a grad holdin you back from drinking and so forth at your prom, and the fact that you'd have to drive me back....I'm sorry to all of those who I've hurt atm I guess I'm bein little bit bitchy and down with everything goin on and the fact I seem to not get any sleep no matter how hard I try....So tomorrow on the plan is 7-10 work, 11 eye doctor, (havent been there for a yr now lol) then come home eat lunch...clean car then go back to work then go out finish gettin anime things then head home...maybe sleep who knows. GOD CRAPPY LIFE....well I'm gonna head downstairs in a few once im done on aim so i can eat me jello thingy me mom made me mmmmmmm. Nite all
emily the strange
10:32 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH all i can say is there's something wrong with my jobs, i work way to much and way to hard. I decided to go through and kinda zone out most of the day and so forth...had a few people i know come in, ryan stopped in to say hi and so forth and for the rest of the nite i just was bored and tired....one of me friends wants me to go back to highschool and go to prom with him...which is odd cuz its like goin back to the place I WANTED TO GET AWAY FROM AHHHHHHHHH. Well ill be in marshall mn so then i wont be around but he said he'd drive the 2.5 hrs to get me...im so confused at what to do now and i need to tell him by tomorrow....this is more or less the first time someone kinda asked lol.....well im gonna go im really tired and i need to get up again at 6:30 and do everything i did today again tomorrow.
emily the strange
11:13 PM
Well yesterday I took my final at 8am.....got done with it at 8:04am lol, then i went back to bed for another few hrs got up at 11 something went ahead and got lunch at lunds with Ryan and then from there went back to work at Gah, after i was done with work i was suppose to go over to katie's and say goodbye to keev's and jess, but jess left last night so i was gonna go over and say good bye to keev's but yea in the end I went through and decided to leave them alone and went home and ate dinner. Later on I went to the mall with me mom since suncoast is going out of business and so forth so yea. So far today all I've done is gone to work at Gah from 7-10 then came hoem which im doin now gonna hope in the shower soon and then I'm gonna go through and head to work until 9 tonight at EB....how great right?.......well if u need me for some reason call me cell or else I'll you guys later on. take care
emily the strange
11:42 AM
Monday, May 08, 2006
*yawn* So now I'm tired and so forth because I had trouble falling asleep because my stomach started to hurt as I was falling asleep and kept me awake. I had work from 7-10 we are having a meeting but I work at 1-9 so I can't go through and all thatand go there.....so I have a problem and so forth. To all of thoser who know where EB is and so forth, I'll be there tonight from 1-9 and probably takin a break round 4 or so and yea...tyler will be gone bout 5 so it leaves me there for the rest of the night like normal. If there's a certain thing you want to know about a video game or console let me I'll be around it and so forth. Well im gonna lay down for a few here and so forth so if u need call me cell or EB phone # and I'll probably be the one to answer, take care all.
emily the strange
11:34 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Ok so i don't know how many of you read this but i was gonna post last night and passed out so ill be postting what i wanted later on today when im done with both of my jobs....so after 5 more or less so if u need me call me cell nad so forth take care all. ******** edit: So now its later on in the night an I'm now off of work and so forth, and once more studyin for me last final....I truly don't want to be but yea so I'm here studying and doing a few more things until i go to take a bath. So nothing new in life cept mike is datin tania for the 3rd time now....I don't care truly it's one of those things when someone tries to get back with you so many times and keeps going back to the same girl you loose the shock and so forth, other then that I've been pretty busy with EB Games and G.A.H. I seem to be making the money at least between both jobs and so forth even though i wish i was making more then what I currently am, well also the sogen con is coming up may 19-21 and me and katie are gonna go down and have the time of our lives. Rikku is gonna be my main character and Alice from trail of terror is gonna be me second so me oh well right I think it'll be a whole lot of fun just the 2 of us. We'll be in Marshall if anyone needs us and so forth so i'll be busy then and ill be back on the sunday...not sure how late as of yet but i know that i'll be going through and havin fun so if u call me cell and i don't answer I might be doing my own thing at the con. or being with katie on the dance floor. If your looking for pics of the con ill be puttin a few on here shortly of Anime Detour and so forth maybe even a few of trail of terror who knows truly. So I'm off to go watch some more tv and go check on my dad as he fixes my breaks since i can't do it atm. Well nite all for now.
emily the strange
7:54 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
so again today is one of those days...i slept in and was happy as hell....feelin pain again and just tired of studyin for this damn final...want to be left alone by all for now so woohoo go me. ttyl ill be back later.
emily the strange
11:09 PM
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