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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Ok so here it is I'm thinking of starting my website finally for my weapons I make for cosplay to sell, also I'm working on that same webpage I want to have a gaming blog more or less, because hell I've been with gamestop for over 2 years now and I know what they hell I'm talking about and doing more then alot of girls who come in for their boyfriend. I may not finish them hall, hell I think I finish only 3 ps2 games and more ps1 and xbox and dreamcast and all the other old school i have on me laptop. But still I think if I get this page up and goin and get my foot in the door, I can make all girls who game fell better so read reviews done by women for women and done in the not dumb down way and hell if you don't understand it then your not a gamer girl......hmmmm we need to unite now more then ever lol its like a league or something.....hmmmmm well that's all for now byes.

emily the strange
1:38 PM


Sunday, January 13, 2008

So tonight is really nothing more then a flop, sometihng disappointing that makes life just wrong. Talked through things with Nora and what not so me mind is just all errr cuz of everything. But yea life sucks more or less waiting for school to start, but i come home for a few days which i cant wait to just chill somewhere where i know i can run around alittle bit more then what i can up here. So yea if you people need me call me cell or email me but i think i may disappear from me blog again for a bit until maybe i feel better.

>^_^<

emily the strange
8:28 PM


Thursday, January 10, 2008

So it was more or less a sleepless nite again, first I fell asleep at me comp and then decided to still keep watchin family guy when i woke up....i think i passed out on it at some point, moved into me bed and woke up kinda all over since i fell asleep once again on it when i have stuff all over me bed, so i had like a little corner for meself. Well whatev right lol well right now news is on and thats what i've been watchin since i got up which was around 7 i couldnt sleep i felt sick to me stomach and i don't know why. I feel like things in me life are regressing instead of taking a step forward. everything I wanted seems to just disappear or change for the worst and i dont know what im doing wrong or if its something with me .....meh I know im writing more in this journal and for some reason unlike before i dont find comfort in this at all anymore, I just find it nice to rant. Well im gonna go see if i can eat something since im out of it hehe.

emily the strange
8:58 AM



I don't know why but for some reason i felt i had to type something cuz for some reason i feel sick and wanna cry but i truly dont know where its coming from i just know its something inside me that is havin a problem. Well i sent a few more resumes into online things so i could make sure id have a chance to get a job, and watching family guy atm which is odd lol but im like meh atm with it i stopped laughin at it like 2 eps ago. well im gonna finish with my pics and head to bed.....nite all.

emily the strange
12:36 AM


Wednesday, January 09, 2008

So I'm home watching family guy and excited by it and can't wait to just sit down and relax a little more. I'm tired and what not but who knows maybe i'll sleep for a little bit but atm i got alot on my mind and don't know how to put it out on to paper or what not, I just know that some time I hope it can come out because i know its important but just cant get it out.
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Well school is around the corner and I don't know what's gonna happen, I have a full week and don't have a day off or anything like that, but still at the same time have to work and pull in enough money to pay for rent and school.....and it seems no matter what I do no one else will hire me anywhere else....wtf. So if anyone knows a way to go through and get me more money let me know by emailing me and ill dig htrough things and what not. Well my toaster thing is done and I wanna eat alittle be more since im tired and just want to relax and think alot cuz its driving me crazy. Well ttyl all for now call me cell phone if you need me.

emily the strange
4:18 PM


Tuesday, January 08, 2008

So I think to meself all is fine in me little world but when i look back at it at a glance i can say alll is not fine at all. Soon someone I know will leave and once again be gone in a sense, two years ago I was thrown off my normal balance by a question about Ryan wanting to go back to service and i kinda threw it off like it was nothing and so we talked about it and he chose not to. Now Shawn left for service and so Ryan now is all wanting to go with it as well, I don't truly want to see him go off, cuz of the kids more or less cuz I don't want him to have to give them away and what not because it's so hard on them. "We've" had them now for well hmmm let me think since the summer of my 15th or 16th year...I was trying to think of when he got them but all I know is when I was dating Mike. So sometime around there he got them, well I've met and known them since then and later more or less became there mother and was a stable girl to them :P. Well I'm the only one it seems that can take them, which I can't since i live in a little apartment and have to big of a heart and haku just has his male issue which I'm still trying to understand what is wrong with him in a sense, but more or less back to the subject....(yes I care for the kids more or less and don't want them to leave cuz I guess I miss them as is and just don't know what I'd do without knowin some how in hell I can see them.) But back to the main point, I don't think he should go. and I don't want to see him go but he does what is best for him just like i did for me. I moved away so I could get a better education and live away from home, I did that and hell I will admit on a GameStop wage it's hell and right now i have 70 to me name.....but here it is in the end where you'd think i'd stop caring about who does what and when they do it, but no matter who it is I can't. And Ryan I know you'll end up readin this some how and you shouldn't go in a sense but I know your doing what's best for you, I will cry as I am right now, I will feel odd and bad about it in some sense, but i know some how in your mind you had to do it. I know I won't understand why or what not, but this is why I'm sleepless since i don't know how to put things in words or what not since nites are just nites and like normal no matter what when I go to bed I don't always think of anything I just sleep but for some reason my mind is on this and it worries me to think in about 2 months itll all be true and i dont know what to say cept maybe sorry I guess i don't know what I'll say then but I know atm thats what I'm thinking is sorry and that I wish in a sense maybe something would of gone better for you or us or something, but who knows what the furture holds or what will happen in the end all i know is you have 2 kids who love you and don't want to loose their daddy and a kittie well who is a kittie and what not, so like i said who knows but i guess when youll get there youll know who you are too and if things change they change i don't hold either of us to it, cuz we don't know what is coming and i know one things is and that i'm kittie and that's all that i know and can think of atm, so while i'm sleepless tonight and your sound asleep i know one thing no matter what i still love you.

Kittie >^_^<

emily the strange
11:31 PM